There was one important thing I needed to see happen over at my parents’ house yesterday and it didn’t quite happen. It partially happened. Let’s say 60% of it happened. I really needed that other 40% though, and yesterday it didn’t happen.
It happened today.
It’s still not enough for me to start feeling positive. Yes, there is a light at the end of this miserable tunnel, but if I start focusing on it, it is going to turn around and break my heart and I just can’t do that to myself or to my wife or to anyone else.
Still… the partial big step I got yesterday is now a full big step.
Oh, how I need this to resolve. I need it to be over.
Please, please, please.
The next hurdle is, I believe, next Tuesday. Let’s hope that light in the distance gets a whole lot closer by then.